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09:31 pm: Black Flowers Blossom
I very rarely get lonely in my own company, until tonight. Maybe cause I know what I want to do, but am scared shitless that if I do it I won't only be hated by one person, but hated by more. I think I've already moved on. Is that bad of me? But when can I decide when I've finally move on? What do I do? I want to spend the next few months concentrating on myself and college, mainly cause I know I'll end up fucking up as per usual.  Hah this is so self loathing of me. Going to go out tomorrow in the day, make an effort of how I look, do my eyes up prettily and dark, wear my pretty black dress. Hah go back to my goth roots!

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